Kevin, read about detachment. Get a grip. See your doctor and a c asap. Take care of your kids. Stop thinking about your wife so much. Stop taking the imaginary temperature of the R b/c you have no concept of it, so don't take it for a few months/years....
Live your life as if you are not going to be with her for a long long time, and yet will be happy, and as if it will be a long journey like you keep saying you know...WELL -DO IT.
(SIGHS) j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
