K4D Rising #2

[K4D]

Oh. I was thinking the boundaries were for W. I guess I didn't realize they were for me. I understand that GAL is for me.

I thought that maybe I was making some progress with her after our talk last night and how nice she was. But after listening to you all and even my BIL telling me the same thing you all said that her recent actions don't suggest anything that I started thinking that I had read things wrong. What you all said makes sense and I guess I just thought or wanted to think that maybe we were getting somewhere but with baby steps. But the truth is, she does not contact me at all even now unless it has something to do with the kids. For instance I can see her on IM right now. But she isn't talking to me. During the day it is the same way. Not a peep unless it has to do with the kids. Meanwhile, I know that she is chatting it up with other people. I guess I just wanted to believe that maybe we were getting somewhere. Perhaps we are not.

I thought maybe there was a crack in the brick wall because she isn't resenting me anymore. But she still isn't initiating talking either. Maybe it really was nothing more than pity again.

Kevin