I don't know yet. That's what he said he has to make up his mind to see if he wants to work on the marriage. I think his refusal to go back to counseling is a bad sign. He said that after I showed up at his work last week he was done. I think I got through to him just ever so little on Sunday night when he asked to talk to me.
I'm nervous about being gone. My youngest will be starting his first year in high school and he has 3 learning disabilities. Also, if I'm honest I'm afraid to be away - wondering what he's doing. OK - here's my anxiety driven thoughts - What if he decides he really likes me being away? What if schedules an appointment with a lawyer while I'm gone (although early on we supposedly agreed to talk to each other about it before filing).
