vent before I take it out somewhere else.....

I am so sick and G-dang tired of people of better financial means and family upbringing telling me WTF to do. They don't get. Case in point, my boss, makes a well living, claims she broke, can't pay for 10K chimney repair doesn't know what to do. "Oh well I'll just borrow it from my sister or parents".

Must be nice. I have less than $100 to my name and 8 days till pay day, little over a 1/2 tank of gas and not one grocery in the house to not only feed myself but my cousin who's housed me without question as I worked to give my paychecks to the attorney and is about to lose her job.

Now I know why some of the homeless are happy to be that way. I can't flippen take this anymore.

All people can say is, get a credit card or borrow it from family. First off, credit card, PAHAHAHAHAH! I was rejected for a friggen Target card for crying out loud. Family? The only family I have I could borrow from is my sister and I know as well she does I don't have the means to pay it back, so that kind of defeats the purpose of "borrowing", doesn't it when you borrow something, you return it later? Plus my sister and I have clawed and scrathed at life for everything we have. Why should she have to suffer paying off my debt caused by my life's problems?!?!?

blah!!!!!!!!!!


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11