Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

What a mess I have here, so, now that the cards (Read Money) are on the table, my W thinks the best thing to do is for us to 'live together' maybe in 'separate rooms' until the extra properties we have for ultimately investment purposes are sold, and there's more money when we can then sell the main house..

Gee, that sure would be nice for her now, wouldn't it? She says it doesn't bother her in the least bit that I am in the house, so long as I am cordial to her. She truly must have no feelings for me but 'friendship' as she says..

Well, here is where I stand now, and somehow it may be me that has to force this thing to closure to protect myself. That's a dilemma, as I still "feel" I should be doing what's best for my family. I still think of my W as my W, when I do not think she thinks of me as anything but the roommate in the house that's paying the bills...