Fire's burning out...just smoldering

[blindsided1]

Thanks HW. I know that I am still very hard on myself. I want to be able to fix it and I know that it is a character flaw that I cannot fix for him. Because I do still love him, I want him to be okay. I want this not only for himself, but mostly for Kendall. She is going to need me big time to teach her how to deal with her dad when she is old enough to feel the anger and detachment. I can do it. This is one of the blessings that him leaving has brought me....I can see him more clearly for who he is and not constantly wonder why I am not happy with him, like I did during our marriage. I just could not put my finger on what was wrong, then. I just knew something was just not the way it should be. I know what it was, now....him.