Not doing so good today, I try to remain calm in spite of losing H. Today (wednesday)I have to go to the register of deeds office to file the change to our Quit Claim Deed to the house. He told me all along that I can have the house, he doesn't want it. My lawyer said, go ahead and file the change (he even signed the deed over). I really dread going, seems like another nail in the coffin.
Lawyer sent him a letter that he needed to send her his financial statement paperwork (she's been asking for 2 months. He still hasn't done it. He won't sign agreement either, agrees with everything except paying 1/2 lawyer fees.
I didn't want to fight with him, but I told him he wanted this divorce, and I have paid the L alot so far, and I need money back for my LP for winter heating. He didn't say anything.
Then out of the blue last night he started texting me about his work and how hot it was outside. Also offered to come fix my push mower one of these days. He has D4 this weekend and then monday is it. I want to cry, but have to stay stong.
Miss going for walks with D4, but my leg not doing so good. And it's just way too hot out. I pray for stength because I feel like I'm being sucked down with all of this.
Time will tell. H picking up D4 from daycare today and bringing her home @ 6 pm. Who knows if he'll even talk, but I will just put on a happy face.
Have a good day.
Me: 46 H: 38 D: 6 M: 8-2-2003 Left Nov. 28, 2008 - He filed for D 2-18-09 1st D-Day was 6/9/09 H missing papers FINAL: 8/1/09 done thru the mail
