he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

thanks.

i hate when my head runs in circles. the thought-stopping works, to an extent.

i almost feel like my situation keeps reinventing itself, like the clock keeps being reset on it because things change so much.

im trying my best to feel that i can successfully let go. im trying.

but im just not there. i dont feel it.

i hear it, i see it but i dont feel it.

maybe i never will, or maybe its going to be a gradual thing.

i dont know.