Thanks, both of you.
I have a lot of "manning up" to do.
Why is it that in every other aspect of life, I have no problems doing what needs to be done. I am a police officer and have on many occasions done things without hesitation. I have been in gunfights, and have never once been this scared.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.