I think I finally am. I still cry once in awhile but for the most part I'm feeling strong. I've been chatting with a friend from High school and she and I talked tonight. It was great to catch up with her. We're going to keep in touch and get together next month. It's been fun reconnecting with high school friends. My H asked me who I was on the phone with so I told him.
MISSED OPPORTUNITY!! Next time, just say "a friend." Try to be more mysterious in all of your doings.
OK on the ML thing, but I hope you are using protection. Hate to bring that up, but it's a real concern here, and the board has some threads on others who went thru this hell.