Trying to detach from the madness!

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Honestly, maybe its a bit of both. I personally don't want to see him, yet I know its the way it is because of his visit setup. The video irritated me as he was swooning over her, yet is not here for the real stuff. HIS choices and the way he wants to continue living his life does not make him a good dad in my book and probably most others.

I never say to baby waht a loser he is. Of course not! Oh, its in my mind though!