I'm not sure if all that answered your question as to why I'm here today, but my best answer is that I made a commitment and I'm sticking by it.
I'm not looking at getting anything out of this right now from her. Just getting things for myself by myself and actually learning who I am along the way. In a sense it's my own MLC.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.