Journaling some more..can you tell I am high strung tonight?

It is so hard to watch a romantic movie now. I am so lonely and want to be held so badly. I guess this is what it will be like when we are divorced. I cannot believe I am married and have not had sex in FOREVER! This sucks.

M:38
H:42
T:20 M:19
D:18 S:17
MLC: Sometime in 2007
OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07
OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009
Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009
D final: 07/09/11