So glad, I could help someone out by making them laugh! Life is way too short to get all caught up in the BS! Today is 3 months since he left and 2 months since I last spoke to him. It gets easier and easier every day. I am making the life that I want to live and I am having a great time doing it. I went and bought some books on codependency and have some more on order. I will be reading these as I do believe that I am one of the most codependent people ever to walk this planet! I have lived my life helping others, taking care of others (which I still do as I am a registered nut....errr I mean nurse), and never really learning who I am and what I like. I'm getting there though. I've got the sexy panties, victoria's secret perfume, french manicured finger and toe nails, gorgeously highlighted shoulder length straightened daily hair, going to concerts, hanging with my son, going to the gym, making friends, and much other stuff to prove it. I am finally taking care of ME and in the process I am taking care of my kids.
For the fellas, I went and bought some tools today. I am now the proud owner of a 6.5 hp/ 190cc self propelled lawnmower, a featherweight gas trimmer, and a brand spanking new vacuum. I also bought some stepping stones and some river rock to finally make the walkway up to the porch that my STBX was supposed to have done AGES ago! I can do this!
Life is definitely more fun when you are out living it and I plan to do just that!
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."
Today is 3 months since he left and 2 months since I last spoke to him. It gets easier and easier every day. I am making the life that I want to live and I am having a great time doing it. I went and bought some books on codependency and have some more on order. I will be reading these as I do believe that I am one of the most codependent people ever to walk this planet! I have lived my life helping others, taking care of others (which I still do as I am a registered nut....errr I mean nurse), and never really learning who I am and what I like. I'm getting there though. I've got the sexy panties, victoria's secret perfume, french manicured finger and toe nails, gorgeously highlighted shoulder length straightened daily hair, going to concerts, hanging with my son, going to the gym, making friends, and much other stuff to prove it. I am finally taking care of ME and in the process I am taking care of my kids. 
