I think I finally am. I still cry once in awhile but for the most part I'm feeling strong. I've been chatting with a friend from High school and she and I talked tonight. It was great to catch up with her. We're going to keep in touch and get together next month. It's been fun reconnecting with high school friends. My H asked me who I was on the phone with so I told him.
I've been hanging out in the office tonight doing my own thing.
I will go to our scheduled counseling appt on Thursday. I still plan on going for my own sanity and help with dealing with everything. I think I really blew it last week when I got upset and drove out to his work to talk to him but I can't take that back. It is what it is.
The ML thing makes me feel connected to him and I enjoy it so for now I'll still participate. If he decides he doesn't want to work on things then I'll be done with that.
Thanks. I just needed someone to tell me I'm finally on the right track!
