Journaling.......

So no word about the job interview yet... which is good it think. You see my company in its great wisdom deleted this job and gave the person doing it a "package" meaning that they laid him off. THEN they found out that they needed someone to do the job. So instead of telling the guy if he wants to stay and give up his "package" he could the opened up the job for interviews. Now the guy that was already doing the job applied also and you would think it would be a given that he got the job but.........taking two days now to decide means I do have a chance.. Anyway it was the easiest interview I ever did because I was really relaxed. I mean I would like the job but on the other hand I would not mind a little time off. If I do get the job I will still have to worry about getting laid off later..

Anyway I was feeling all stressed yesterday after work so I went out and split about a cord and a half of firewood. When I got home I really did not feel like talking to anyone and just went in and took a shower. I was going to go straight to bed but decided to go sit with wife and watch a movie (lord of the rings) with her. She was happy to see me and tried to say some things to make me feel better. She then told me that she was kind of lost in the movie because son distracted her on most of the first part so I explained some things to her.( I have seen the movie several times) and she was happy to listen to me.
I think that sometimes WE cause our own misery, I mean if I would have went to bed like I was thinking then the wife and I would not have had that pleasant interaction.
Well tomorrow I am going to my second going away luncheon and hopefully I will find out if I got the job or not..

Later
Dock


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know