Quote: I've gone through a lot of "2 steps forward, and 1 7/8 steps back". Makes it pretty difficult to keep track of, and remember, the progress you're making.
So does that mean you now got a roadmap you can hand me to follow. Thanks again JJ. Your insight really does help me quite a bit and yea ... I've wonder if her journalling might be a venue to exorcise those thought from her head by putting them down on paper ... at least I'm trying to put that spin on it for my sanity at this time.
... and the real trick is find a gauge that I can read properly? The swings are so extreme. I mean when things get good ... they are GOOD ! There's nothing else I could want. It just doesn't stay ... they haven't been permanent. ... and for the cycle I posted, I can't decipher any kind of "pattern" that I can interpret as is this getting better or worse? ... probably because the "pattern" really isn't a pattern at all.
Anyway, I left out another big positive that I was leading up to but forgot to include yesterday...
- Tuesday, CAW started wearing her weddingband again and has been three days (including today) ... so the signs are there to say its becoming good again ... ultimately, can it stay that way?
Thanks again JJ. Your insight really does help me quite a bit and yea ... I've wonder if her journalling might be a venue to exorcise those thought from her head by putting them down on paper ... at least I'm trying to put that spin on it for my sanity at this time.
... and for the cycle I posted, I can't decipher any kind of "pattern" that I can interpret as is this getting better or worse? ... probably because the "pattern" really isn't a pattern at all.