Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

First time in 2 years that i have been without both my kids for longer then a weekend-- or should i say first time in 2 years that d12 is not with her father and s20 is not home to keep me from doing stupid stuff.

i have grown - the temptation to go "check things out" is unreal. not as much tonight--- but the days to come. i won't. i have gained to much self respect. to many people have given their time. love and care to help me through... but the temptation lingers.

so i move forward... knowing htat this week - right now i need Gods strenth more then i have in a long tinme to overcome what in my own can not do on my own.