it is the thrill of winning him back, the thrill of him coming, the thrill of him telling me he wants to come home.
If that ever happens, it will be no picnic. That is when the real work begins. It is much harder than this.
YOU are the prize ....not him.
Anyway did you happen to see my previous post about becoming a fan? No, I'm not crazy, I think you will be pleasantly surprised. That's all I can say for fear of breaking the rules here and getting booted. Someone wants you to become a fan.