because of money, i think things are going to have to really change.
im losing my big beautiful home. that isnt to say that i cant still wait for him, but i will be waiting somewhere else.
im sick to think his stuff wont be coming with me.
i have 2 months until i have to deal with that, and alot can change in 2 months.
the ow wants and is pushing marriage, my friends think she will leave him shortly, she is already way past her limit on her patience from what i understand.
u are correct that this is like an addiction to us. my therapist told me so. it is not about my self-esteem, i happen to think and know that im quite a catch, beautiful, smart, fun and a great mother and wife. i look in the mirror and the first thing i think is - he is crazy.
it is the thrill of winning him back, the thrill of him coming, the thrill of him telling me he wants to come home.
Last edited by mdoodles; 06/23/0911:47 PM.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
