I believe that 25 suggested that you read the information on loving detachment at least twice a day.
Have you read it, REALLY read it at all? If you have, what concept are you NOT understanding.
Anytime you think about your W, you should pull out that info and RE-READ it. Also, anytime you're thinking about calling, texting, IM'ing, e-mailing her -- RE-READ it.
I agree w/25 and CG -- what are you looking for here? It doesn't seem like you appreciate advice, you rarely, if ever, follow it. Are you just looking for sympathy, empathy, attention?
Once again, we have all been left. We've all been where you are and have gotten past it in fine style. And yet, you refuse to truly ponder and act on the wisdom offered here.
Maybe that's why there are not that many posters left on your thread.