but did i? i still feel like even though i said it, it doesnt affect him.

do u think it does? he was fine but played it off like its no big deal.

i am taking my son to the mets game on thursday afternoon. it is something h usually does, he usually gets the tix.

our mutual friends are giving the tix to me. so my son just called h to tell him. i hope it makes him think. i hope he feels a pain in him, that our friends (its his friend from growing up), still talk to me and gave me the tix.

these are the friends we had plans with when h was home. and he knows they dont approve of what he has done.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09