im having a total set back. i hate this

everytime i talk to him i have a set back.

he isnt sticking to his usual predictable schedule and i dont like it.

he is coming friday. i was like, ok, i just need to know so i can make plans for son and me.

then i said, and sunday as usual?

and i got a bit of a run around answer.

cant be like this, i need to know a set schedule, like always.

im now conjuring up situations, like he is taking ow somewhere for the weekend, even though i know he has no money to be doing so, even though he has not one credit card.

or maybe even better, he has a job he has not told me of yet.

whatever he ends up doing will certainly involve work on weekends.

i dont like this.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09