total quarter life mlc

[mdoodles]

still here and having a total set back right now. everytime he calls i am set back.

atleast if he were sticking to his usual schedule of when he comes home, i would be ok.

now i never know when he is coming. he said he will come friday. so i was like, ok, and sunday morning too as usual?

he was like, maybe we will see, i will let u know...said something about a job. so i was like, did u find one?

and he said, no not yet, still trying to see, etc.

so now im convinced he has other plans, like he is going somewhere, while we have no money...

my mind is racing and conjuring up situations that might not even be true.

i hate this.