I went to the doctor last week and he increased the dosage of the AD's. He said that should help the anxiety, and I think it has. I have to go back in six weeks. As much as I didn't want to get on the AD's I think it was the right decision. I was on a downward spiral and I do think they helped that.
I haven't heard anything from xh. That's ok, I said what I wanted to say and I honestly haven't thought much about him since that day.