the only thing i have left to protect is our 401k, and i am doing just that - protecting it.

once he finds a new job, i have to make sure im receiving money from it, but for now, he is unemployed.

im living day by day, tackling things as they come, doing my best to stay on top of what i can.

to him, im sure he felt like, no big deal, i will pay the remainder when they bill me.

from what i hear, people that were once responsible and then fall apart and stop paying things, see that nothing really "happens" to them, therefore they get more comfortable than you and i with letting some bills slide.

he can do what he wants with his personal credit cards, but this involved me, so im angry that i was not told that we did not pay in full.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09