Well, I knew there would probably be some minor setbacks in this plan but I'm ready for them. This morning W said she may have jumped the gun on this. She is thinking now that she wants to get the paperwork back from the mediator and wants to probably get a month to month lease in an apartment starting mid to end July. She will be back east at her family reunion the first week in July. The mediator had said that once we split up into our own places that we would get clarity of the situation and would more clearly know what it is that we wanted. She asked me what I thought of that idea and I told her that if it would help her get clarity and figure out what she really wanted then we should do that. I said if we decide to reconcile that it should be for all the right reasons and with a clear mind and with no doubts about it. She didn't really know what to say about that and so I told her I hoped she had a good day and we could talk later and I headed in to work. Is this a setback....not really I think. I think she is really having to deal with this and I like that she is really thinking this through instead of just jumping into something on the spur of the moment as she has been doing the last 6 months. She could still change her mind yet again and I half expect her to but I'm ready for it. Things are pretty good between us right now and I'm thankful for that as the last 6 months have been pretty rocky between us. So we shall see how this works out and I'll just keep working on me and having fun with D3.
