I was doing really well uptil last week when i had a blip, caused by too many pressures in the home. I was getting myself a life, was going out socially and had even gone back to work, which was a big step for me. I was friendly when hubby called or rang and he was starting to open up just a little bit but then i started to worry was he being like that because he thought i was accepting the situation.
I do feel now that i am going to get the right help i need and do know i have to do it for myself. My bigest problem is that i analise everything all the time. Hubby said a while back " how do i know how i will feel in 3 weeks, 3 months or 6 months time, but as you have told me it will be my loss ", which to me means that he could change his mind and want to come back. What i want to know is can someone say they arent coming back but then change their mind? I wrote hubby a letter when he moved into his flat and told him i didnt want to give up on my marriage and i showed it to my counsellor and she said it was a very good letter and that i hadnt put anything in it that could be taken the wrong way.
I am still seeing my counsellor but that may come to an end when i start cbt.
