Thanks Sue for the bump and the support. Yes, I have been feeling stuck. Just don't know what to do or where to go from here, so I've been just keepin' on and saying so be it ...
Tuesday night, I had to give D18 a ride home. She got tense, then said "I don't how to bring this up, but I think Mom is planning on leaving again and I don't want to see you hurt again." This led to an hour and a half discussion which I won't bore you with the details. She pretty much confirmed most of my suspicions I've posted here, but at least she believes they haven't restarted anything physical.
I been feeling like pretty much giving up on M and letting whatever happens ... happen.
Then on this lunch break, I read MAL's post to Cathy:
Quote: This is the time when he needs your love the most!! I know it's hard when you feel betrayed, when you don't trust him, and when he keeps hurting you. But YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
