Are the Pieces Really Coming Together?

[farfromhome]

Gday KAW

I can see the frustration of where you are at at this moment. That blasted roller coaster can be an awefully long ride though.

In regards to the present I tend to agree with everyone else in reagrds dont read too much into it. Like maybe another explanation is that it is a 'goodbye' present and that is causing some of the distance at the moment. But in the end if I was you I would be getting pretty upset by it myself so it is easy for me to say. Here is one of those stupid way out ideas of mine - get it and hide it somewhere else for a few days and then put it back - woud have the her wondering about her secret - maybe it would back fire completely with trust issues, etc (Im sure i deservadly need to be howled down for thinking this). I can really understand the frustration though.

I guess the big lesson is dont snoop, youll be unlikley to like what you find and we are all capable of reading the wrong thing into a given set of circumstances. I remember when my wife and I 'broke up' for five days in the beginning of last year, I for the fist time in my life, snooped in her journel and i wish to this day wish that I didnt.

Anyway for what it is worth I like the idea of the new addition, nothing melts the heart like a puppy.

I hope things pick up for you, boy you have stuck at this for a long time.

Andrew