Any possibility that she bought that for him...but in a kind of unbalanced, hoping to get his attention kind of way? Didn't OM want her out of his life some time ago?
Wasn't there some suspicion that part of this A is fantasy for her?
I'm not saying this is a great interpretation, KAW, but it IS possible, isn't it? It is probably no reassurance to you that she still pines for the guy...but what if that's what it is? Pining? Fantasy? Part of her emotional problems???
I mean she's left out her journal, she "hid" this where you KNOW she's put such things before...Am I seeing a pattern where there is none?