Kaw........how many times have you picked me up when I feel like maybe I don't belong here.....that is what we are all here for..the support..the friendship..the tears and the good things..kinda like a m should be. You know the snooping only hurts you more...but I understand that too...needing to see things that we suspect kinda puts a validation on oun suspicions.
Know that I am thinking about you during this struggle and saying a prayer each night for you and CAW...