I sent the whole mess to my IC. It still seems we need a referee, doesn't it? Like we don't even speak the same language... It is so sad, especially after seeing some of the sentiments that he wrote such a short time before the bomb. Still makes no sense.
I want to speak to the IC, and am hoping that I can set something up between her, the kids' IC, and the two of us, to see if we can get to some kind of communication without him flying off the handle every time he doesn't get his way. The kids' IC was going to do co-parenting training once we got to that point....just seems that it all has to come out in the open, handled, and then left in the past. Cheaper than the lawyers, anyway.
I wonder how he would feel if his emails got forwarded to all his friends and family? I would never do that, but does he really think that he comes off in a good light in the way he speaks to me? Would he be happy if the kids read this junk from him? I just don't get it.
I really believe that at this point, he wishes I had outright killed myself in my suicidal depression. His mother has wondered if he didn't try to push me to it.
I am sure that he feels totally comfortable and correct in his thinking. Just as I do. Only difference, is there is ZERO empathy of attempt at understanding on his part. Am I just as delusional as he is, at this point?
