Quote: Ya know ... with all you gals checking in on me here ... I probably could bring out this thead to employ both suggestions.
Well sometime I try to type to quick and it comes out wrong. That was suppose to read...
I probably could print out this thead and bring it home to employ both suggestions.
... and LL, my tipping my hand comment was kinda "tongue in cheek" pretaining to bring home a printout of my thread ... as I have mentioned here quite clearly that I haved snooped.
Seriously, you do make some very good points about journalling my thoughts and feelings. ... but I'm not to sure how it would work. The things is when she feels she wants out, she expresses how she feels like a coward by not acting upon it. She has written how I would be better off without her and doesn't know why I don't call it quits, that would make it easier for both of us. She even admitted to me once that what provoked the first time she slept with him was because she wanted a D and was certain after she told me about PA, I would D her. In her eyes, it was the biggest 180 I have ever done by saying I still wanted to work on M. She felt that was the sure-fire way of ending it for once and for all!
anyway ... this just popped into my head ... As I often said, we just can't seem to share any of this verbally ... maybe it some perverse sort of way it would work by snooping in each others journals?! ... nah! that wouldn't work ... would it?
She even admitted to me once that what provoked the first time she slept with him was because she wanted a D and was certain after she told me about PA, I would D her. In her eyes, it was the biggest 180 I have ever done by saying I still wanted to work on M. She felt that was the sure-fire way of ending it for once and for all!
