GH31 - Dilemma with my pregnant wife

[GH31]

Hey Saffie,

So good to hear from you again - you, Sara and Phoenixdeux are my rocks, believe me.

I had quite an evening last night. I got home before W and had dinner with her dad. Then W came in barely saying a word - after about ten minutes I went into our bedroom and found her crying. I asked her what was wrong and she said "I'm just a bit emotional". I didn't draw her any further on what it was and she went for a shower.

I got into bed and W wasn't there, at 9pm she had gone into the spare room to sleep. I asked why and she said "she neeeded to catch up on some sleep ... blah blah".

Then at around 4am I heard her switch her mobile phone on and she received a text - I marched into the room and asked "who's texting you at this hour of the day?" picked up the phone and saw a bunch of SMSs from OM.

The SMSs went along the lines of I'm ending this on my own terms, I'm with [new girl's name] now, you should have thought about that last year when I was begging you to come back, you weren't ever going to divorce him, I would be in constant fear of you leaving again, I have thought about your pregnancy and I don't want you to kill your baby, I couldn't live with that etc..". W wasn't happy that I had checked her phone but I don't give two ****s. I really am beyond caring.

She left home early this morning, saying she was going to work early etc. but I know full well what she'll be doing - trying to call OM and get a fix. Whatever did I see in her?

At the moment I can't even look at her and in a way I was glad she went to sleep in the other room.

Also, she has told all her family she is pregnant whilst at the christening

The pregnancy was announced over a month ago but family members who haven't seen her for a while were congratulating her. Saffie, the very thought of having sex with my wife right now makes my blood run cold.