it is so sad. im sure u are doing a great job for your son, im so sure of it...
it is sad for me to know my son has no clue what life was like when he was little, what a nice family we had. he sees it in pictures, he sees that our house was where the whole family gathered, we were always hosting dinners and parties and bbqs here.
he is used to having me around for him all of the time, and daddy being "at work". however, when h has been home and left again, i think he notices and then readjusts as if he were never here.
i have not told him yet that our new store closed. it was so nice that my son was seeing his dad every morning, every night and able to go to the store during the day after school and on weekends. now that is gone too.
he asks h every day on the phone when he will be home. he thinks he just works late and leaves early. he tells him what to bring home for dinner, because so recently he was home every night and bringing him things.
that is what kills me. how do u keep leaving your little boy? i dont get it.
i dont get anything.
Last edited by mdoodles; 06/22/0909:29 PM.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
