Quote: this isn't a rollercoaster ride anymore ... its a tug of war ... I feel I no longer have the strength in my grip that I once had...
why do I want to say drop the rope?
she might fall on her a$$, or she might pick up the rope and start pulling you toward her and after all wouldn't that be better for you? wasn't it after you dropped the rope and started just doing things yourself, by yourself or with dd that brought her around? or was it that fancy alarm clock thingy you had for a while (what the heck was that anyway ).
don't know KAW, just know that you're an awesome guy and you deserve the best!
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