thats what i have to do, regardless.

however, it seems in my situation, overall, what i do or dont do doesnt really matter.

when he wanted me, which was all year, what i said or did didnt matter.

i guess now i have to play it cool, but not too cool.

its a hard situation.

in the beginning i let go, didnt call, text, email, nothing. no questions.

and it only allowed their relationship to flourish.

so i always think of that, and dont want to pull back too much.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09