All I can really say is that every time things have turned around in my situation it's been when I started caring more about me than him.
Seems the same way for me too...just didnt know how to word it. Well said.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10