so h just called again, he isnt acting too nice these days. my what a change since last week.
he started to say, do me a favor, dont... and i put my son on the phone.
i know i overdid it yesterday when i left him a message in the middle of the night and sent some texts during the day.
couldnt help it, normally i can, but i was so upset, i just couldnt help it.
oh well. like anything else, he will get over it. i will just prepare myself that the next time i see him, which is most likely tomorrow, he will not be all lovey dovey. its probably better that way anyway.
who does he think he is anyway? that he can do all of this to me and im just supposed to be fine all of a sudden? that all of a sudden he comes home and leaves again and goes back to her and its just ok?
like i dont have feelings? that one day he is all over me and following me and the next not? like that doesnt affect me?
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
