confused.....want to do something.....

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Orchid, I just wanted to quickly say that it sounds like a really hard week to get thru but i think you are doing really well. I can't even imagine having to be so strong for so many day/hours together but you are! And I think H is noticing your changes which is great, he has commented on some of them, and just think he is def noticing others that he wont probably mention. Keep doing what you are doing for a few more days and then you can regroup. Keep up your PMA, acting as if and build in some fun things to do, I'm sure he will be thinking of them even after he goes back. I think you have gotten some great advice from Mnt, so keep up the good work. I think sometimes that the fog is so thick they can't even see how crazy or absurd their suggestions are! and sometimes you just want to whack them over the head with an huge dose of 'real life!' hang in there!