husband just called, it rang 2 times, he must have gotten disconnected, he called right back and my fax machine picked up.

im not calling him back, if he wants, he can try again.

so nerve wracking.

did i mention i left him a message at 430 this morning? i was up, totally overwelmed and upset, who knows what i even said...

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09