total quarter life mlc

[mdoodles]

thanks guys! do u know how good it feels to talk with people in my situation?

i do step back and see what others see. i see it on my own, but it doesnt matter, i still miss my husband and want him back.

i still look at him and see him, the man i loved since the minute i met him 10 1/2 years ago, i still see him in that same light, not tainted like i should.

sanderika, i feel oh so similar to you, especially with the business part! only our business is now closed...it is very upsetting to me.

does the ow know about u? with my situation, ow is pressing for marriage. im thinking she may not last much longer because of what she wants, although she has been around this long, who knows.

she was calling and hanging up on me as recently as last thursday night. trouble in paradise i assume? lol.

im really hurting right now, and i know u guys understand.

i dont know what to do, do i talk to him when he calls like clockwork to check in? or just let our son talk.

as if my talking or not even makes a difference...