Yes, she is happy where things are at right now. She pretty much said that in MC. Also she has said to me many times that things are getting better and that she likes spending time with me and talking to me. But as far as the emotional connection or how strong it is that I do not know, only she knows.
The talking, texting, emailing and like today the going out to lunch has improved immensely but the more that improves and the more connected I feel towards her the more I want to be physically close to her and that is the touchy part of our R at this point. It’s problematic for me because I want more and I am not sure exactly where she stands on it.
I can’t not try and pursue it because than I know nothing will happen and we will sit in limbo but I can’t push it too hard because then things could take a step backwards if she is not ready. Which I don’t think she knows whether she is or not IMO.
I asked her on Thursday morning where she sees our R going but did not get an answer. Hopefully in MC next Tuesday I will be able to get one from her because that would be a really big help to me.
I appreciate all that the both you have said and I needed to hear it. It makes me think and helps me to return the focus to me and not her or us.
