Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

Your right, of course, and I SEE the logic in it, however, I can't get over the feeling about what that may do to me emotionally..

I need to have people continue to hit me with the 2x4 it seems, as I keep falling back into blaming myself for this, what it is going to do to my D, what is going to happen to my life, etc..