the problem with my situation right now is that he seems for a moment to have wanted to move forward legally. im delaying it and he has made no mention of it to me again.

but financially, i may have to do something.

i feel the same as u, i do not want to let go. at all. and i cant force myself to do it, no matter how many times people tell me to.

i just cant. not yet.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09