I'm back ..... looks like the bb is having some technical difficulties ... lets see if I can finish this up before I have to meet CAW for dinner and before the bb goes down again...
From Sue:
Quote: Would you be ok if the r stays this way?? Does the good outweigh these bad times?
I feel like we are at the threshold. If we falter to continue at making OR better, the status quo is not enough continue to keep us together. I still sense she is still yearns for something else / more? and I'm getting more wearisome of the periods of the cold shoulder and distancing.
I've had plenty of practice excercising what I posted to kitti about how to stem the tide of the current episodes of coldness in order to find strength to continue on, but personally, it is getting harder to see it as a future rather than being my version of a fantasy.
Sheeesh! There I go again...
OK, quickly let me post something positive from this week. D18 has been hired to work as a cashier for CAW in the school cafeteria. This is a great oppurtunity for mother & daughter to heal some of those scars and bond ever closer.
Well did quite get to post all but if I stay any longer I'm gonna be late for my rendezvous to celebrate with CAW & D's 18 & 10.
