Nine Inch Nails- Hurt (doesn't reflect my current vibe but I like the lyrics)
i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear my crown of [censored] on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else i am still right here what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt if i could start again a million miles away i would keep myself i would find a way
Originally Posted By: pollyanna 'Imagine' by John Lennon
Most thought provoking song ever written.
Living for just today would end all tension, hate and greed in my situation.
Boy, you DO have an aptly named username, don'tcha?! wink
Yip and I believe in a peaceful solution to middle east, the possibility of ending of world hunger, the striking down of all terrorists, the saving of all the worlds children and the possibility that we can all live as one village !
Johnny Cash did a version of Hurt by NIN. Just as sad.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
I wonder what you fine folks would learn if you snooped on your WAS's ipod to see what they are listening to!
Coach and I talked about this months ago - songs that got us through. I made him guess mine. He guessed "Fix You" by Coldplay. Nope.
It was "Good" by Alanis Morrissette (she's not angry ALL of the time).
SP - I would LOVE to know what Mrs. SP is healing to. If I had to guess, I think she'd dig "Good."
Greek, this is the only way I could think of to reach you since it doesn't look like you have (or need, thank God) your own thread. As a relative newcomer here, I have gained much wisdom from your husband (especially Film Study - What Worked). Today, on some post I became aware that you are Mrs. Coach and since my wife has left and does not want to talk about why she wants a divorce and I am stumped, I decided to read all of your posts. Thank you. I've learned much in the last 45 minutes or so of reading.
How much do you charge per hour? (Y'see, I have this relatively small, recent thread on how my confused, pained, dear friend will not talk which has me completely stumped .....)
God bless you, Coach, your challenges, successes and inspiration.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
SP - I would LOVE to know what Mrs. SP is healing to.
Me, too, actually. I was just on her computer, farting around with her iTunes because she's PC and I'm Mac and she always sync'd her iPod with my computer, so I had to reconfigure cross-load up-load (ACCK! make it stop) her playlists.
She's got some new songs there, including "Brand New Day" by will.i.am. (but that's an Obama thing), and a lot of stuff I never heard of.
But she's also got all the old stuff, too, like "Criminal" by Fiona Apple and "You're No Good" by Ronstadt, etc.
In general, WAW is not "that kind" of a person -- what's the word I'm looking for? Sentimental. She doesn't get attached to things. No one in her family does. In many respects they're very 1950s, Cheever, cold-WASPy people. They form limited attachments to people and far fewer to things. I, on the other hand, still have stuff from kindergarten.
based on your smile im betting all of this might be over soon but youre bound to win because if im betting against you, i think id rather lose but this is all that i have, so please take whats left of this heart, and use please use only what you really need you know i only have so little, so please mend your broken heart and leave i know its not your style and i can tell by the way that you move its real real soon but im on your side and i dont want to be your regret, id rather be your cocoon but this is all that you have, so please let me take whats left of your heart, and i will use i swear ill use only what i need i know you only have so little, so please let me mend my broken heart you said this was all you have and its all i need but blah blah blah because it fell apart i guess its all you knew and all i had but now we have only confused hearts i guess all we have is really all we need so please lets take these broken hearts, and use lets use only what we really need you know we only have so little, so please take these broken hearts and leave
I'm actually surprise that I haven't seen Stronger (Kanye West) come up yet.
I listen to that one a lot as it really resonates how much cr*p that had beaten me down in life but I've managed to weather the storms, survive and thrive.
Between my wife's bomb and my job loss, I just hope it's not the perfect storm!
Me 41 WAW 36 S 3&7 M 10 yrs W files D 1/9/09 W moves out 4/18 Lost job 6/15 New job 7/27 Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!) Confronted 8/11 Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11 Lost Job 11/13
