As I lurked this week, I've been reading about the bb addiction or getting to the point in the M where the people here tend to fade away, like jethro for instance. When I first came to "Piecing" I was naive enough to mention a couple of time that I didn't think I would be here for too long. So as a 180, I figure I would express how long I feel it would take for me to really be convinced this M is going to work. It gonna take to next June to know whether or not the cycle is broken.
Today, it probably not the best of days for me to debate this. After a two week high, last I hit bottom again. CAW was quiet, distant, non-affectionate, basically the cold shoulder again and I don't know why. CAW like the keep the bedroom windows open at night and it got chilly last night, so I attempt to snuggle in close to keep warm and she literally pushed me away and yelled at me! That never happend before and was totally unexpected. So what the he!!?...
... of course, I'm hoping to get to the point where you can tell me, "I TOLD YOU SO!"
talitsa, that's exacting what runs thru my mind most of the time!
It gonna take to next June to know whether or not the cycle is broken.
CAW was quiet, distant, non-affectionate, basically the cold shoulder again and I don't know why. CAW like the keep the bedroom windows open at night and it got chilly last night, so I attempt to snuggle in close to keep warm and she literally pushed me away and yelled at me! 
That never happend before and was totally unexpected. So what the he!!?...
