take one day at a time...when u feel like this...dont even let yourself think of the whole picture.....think what can I do today to help this situation....put your energy there...let the rest go.....it is a very weird thing to deal with in your mind...to have them acting like an enemy....I mean and enemy...you know is an enemy...and your brain in fine with it...when it comes from something so close ....it is too hard to understand how you got here.....and making sense of it....when ther eis no sense will drive u crazy....surrender him to God....and know you did your best and keep doing your best one day at a time....
